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I'm currently struggling to understand how people who are inferior to me are getting jobs. I think I know the reason. They just project an image of hard-working people who are willing to settle for anything. That is what employers want: people who close their eyes, keep their heads down and don't disturb the peace. I wonder what kind of job will be suitable for me. I'm not into freelancing because it can lead to trouble, nor into entrepreneurship because it can lead to trouble. So what I have left is being an employee. 

I have tried to ignore the fact that people are getting in my way of mastery and I am willing to put them out of their misery if they continue to do so. I have identified some of the jobs I am willing to do and am thinking of solutions to my problem. I think I should do something creative involving content, that is what I am drawn to. The market is overpopulated. However, as long as you use your authentic voice and state the obvious someone will be willing to listen to you too.

I think my school years would have been better spent if I had built some sort of portfolio to show off my skills: some writing in foreign languages, some proof of my programming skills-my own website, some school projects. What I have done so far was to blog both in Romanian and in English about myself. I need a creative outlet in order to express myself. I have noticed writing, photography and all sorts of creative activities help me stay grounded. And after I finish writing ideas pop into my head. The latest idea is some sort of photo exhibition with small tokens of wonder. It is amazing what you come across when you go for a stroll. I think people would be interested to see the beauty I find in small things.