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The first time I was hospitalised was in 2011. I somehow sensed danger and ended up in the loony bin for wanting to solve the problem. My mother took me out of the hospital and I left town. In the other town I received a diagnosis and treatment for a mental disease I did not have. Who cared? People decided I had to be made to believe I was crazy. I was later hospitalised twice. They said I had psychosis but that wasn't true. The voices I heard in my house, apartment and hospital were not  in my head. The thing is I am not entirely sure I didn't have a hallucination. Hallucination which could have been provoked by taking medicine without having a mental disease or being drugged. So a big framing made by idiots to ruin my life. I've learned that in this world it's better to not stand out because you will attract envy and aggression into your life. Better blend in, appear imperfect and mingle. Don't say too much about yourself and do what everybody else is doing. My greatest wish right now is to find out who ruined my life and why and to stop taking the medication which can result in greater disease. I long for it, I dream of it, I want to have the freedom that was taken away from me. And somehow I will do just that. As for the belief that people have rights that should be respected I left it all behind. There are greater things than human rights in this life. All animals are equal but some animals are more equal than others and I've been living a lie this whole time. Thanks, y'all.